a weight around my heart
i can't explain why, but today i feel like there's a weight pressing down on my chest. a weight on my heart i can't get rid of. a melancholy cloud looming overhead waiting for the right moment to strike.
life is dismal here, as is always the case. today, though, i got to hang out with one of my favorite people in the whole universe. it was great. we had a good talk. it really showed me a lot about him. great kid. i wish more guys were like him; not that i would ever marry or even want to date him (he's like my brother, for real), but he's a great kid, lots of great qualities more guys need. like honesty. it's refreshing.
work is still sucking the life out of me. the only thing that keeps me going is getting to have 2 days off each week.
i cleaned up my room this week; it feels weird to have so much room to move. i was getting used to feeling like the walls were closing in on me literally. :)
nothing else to say. like joy, i finished heroes season 1 and now i need to work on season 2 online. um, yeah. life is boring.
life is dismal here, as is always the case. today, though, i got to hang out with one of my favorite people in the whole universe. it was great. we had a good talk. it really showed me a lot about him. great kid. i wish more guys were like him; not that i would ever marry or even want to date him (he's like my brother, for real), but he's a great kid, lots of great qualities more guys need. like honesty. it's refreshing.
work is still sucking the life out of me. the only thing that keeps me going is getting to have 2 days off each week.
i cleaned up my room this week; it feels weird to have so much room to move. i was getting used to feeling like the walls were closing in on me literally. :)
nothing else to say. like joy, i finished heroes season 1 and now i need to work on season 2 online. um, yeah. life is boring.