It's been a while
Well, man it's been ages. I'm think I need to get back into the journal posting. I have so much crap plling up in my mind. Need a brain fart to release it. LOL. YAY, YAY jounral paper, five ply. I'm sitting at the East London airport at the mo. Bored and alone sitting at a pub having a glass of wine and waiting for my flight back to Pretoria. Its been a great day. Completed evrything that needed to do. Need to wait 2 hours for my flight tho. arg!! I'm glad none of my pta friends see this. Time to rage to a world that does not communicate with me hehe. Good release I say. Pissed off at the mo with a girl. Not really, just like her but tring to hate her coz I don't like the fact that I like her. ARG!!!! I should be easyer to be nice but its not. I'm struggling abit. That is life sometimes I suppose. I struggle to learn. Fighting throught experance for an answer that will only come from mistakes. haha.. mmm this wine is making me a philosipher. stuff spell check. lol. Paper rage. you got to love it. I wonder if anyone is reading this. hahaha. if they are. Booo. Evenesance leeecking through the air. Lithium, rages soft through the air. Thick, hard, saw, passion emotion. The wine it turning in my mind and stopping reality. IS it.. no not really, just bored and feel like writing CRAP. SO should I fight for what I want. Do people know what they want or should I make they mind up for them. Should I push. Should I believe. Should I try. Confussion, deep in my head. Need a weed eater to pull it out. Oh well, I think I'm going to turn to paper now. Need to rage with my hand. Paper, pen, flearing. Later.