black hole.
why is it, that I can't seem to get over my past. for the past year it seems like, I've been having a hard time sleeping. every night before I go to bed, while I'm laying there I go through my whole life. what I could have done to mke things different, what I could have not done, or prevented. and if I did do things differently, where would I be now? & who would I be with? I don't know... I don't know if I'm really happy where I am now, or if I'm just thinking too much. I dream of the past & the people in it. & I miss them & how it was. I never wanted to grow up - but it just happend. I just can't seem to get past everything.