Jul 14, 2005 12:59
im bored at work with nothing to do right now. on the bright side im getting paid to sit here and write this right now so i cant complain too much.
i feel detached from everyone so i figured id read up on everything im missing and let you know i still exist in some form.
my life consists of organic chemisty and work everyday. once thats done i lock myself in my dark closet of a room and refrain from contacting the outside world. the fact that neither my cell or room phone will function properly aids me in this. in my seclusion i nap and play warcraft till my brain goes numb. at this point i go to bed and start the cycle over. this has been my life for the last 3 months.
a couple weeks ago tho my routine was broken by my lovely sister draging me on a tour of northern michigan with her 2 wonderful children, 2 dogs, and my mother. i almost drown myself in lake michigan to end it. and as a side note i will never have children due to my nieces. once that hell was over i was able to return to work where i would have much rather been all week, very sad. but hey, now i can say i've seen the UP, a void in my life has now been filled i assure you.
thats about all i have to talk about for now.. unless i start sputtering about warcraft which none of you care about. as for me its the only thing keeping me sane so i bury myself in it every chance i get.
one day i'll be social again..
maybe....