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Sure it bothers me that everything I did left me with little more than a bad taste in my mouth. Everything I worked so hard to promote ended up being for everyone's benefit but mine. I don't know if I have any regrets because it was a learning experience. I'm much less trusting which, so far, hasn't proven to be a bad thing. I might even be a bit stronger. In the grand scheme of things, I did exactly what I set out to do so many years ago... in a very round about way. It's good practice, it looks to be a good example of exactly what I'm capable of, and it's a glimpse into what a future like this will be like. I guess in the end I have to remember that it was never the players that I cared about. It was the game.
The coldest realization I've been coming to these past few years regarding all of my aspirations is that no matter how much you might love something, a job is a job is a job is a job. That's all. [/CHAPTER]
The coldest realization I've been coming to these past few years regarding all of my aspirations is that no matter how much you might love something, a job is a job is a job is a job. That's all. [/CHAPTER]