laralarara...
no puedo evitar sentirme asi...
its so fuckin annoying. i miss him. hes there, and i cant say a word to him. i did too much damage to try to get what i want now. i wish more than anything in the world to have him here. just talkin. like we used to :) even once we falled sleep on the sofas in my house, and later we woke up like "hey, you gotta go, man, its late". i dont have to dig too much to realize how much i will need him. i know nothing i can do now will help to get through this faster. I just have to wait, like he did once. ...ahh.. he was just lovely. i cant think about a sole mistake he had or he did. all i can do, is ..this. wait, and remember. he once said "you are the kind of people that i will never forget about. i know that whatever we have wont end" ..i was sayin bullshit at the time he said that. he said that only one more other friend and me were the ones who made him feel that way. its sad: i think hes trying to forget he ever said that.
its so fuckin annoying. i miss him. hes there, and i cant say a word to him. i did too much damage to try to get what i want now. i wish more than anything in the world to have him here. just talkin. like we used to :) even once we falled sleep on the sofas in my house, and later we woke up like "hey, you gotta go, man, its late". i dont have to dig too much to realize how much i will need him. i know nothing i can do now will help to get through this faster. I just have to wait, like he did once. ...ahh.. he was just lovely. i cant think about a sole mistake he had or he did. all i can do, is ..this. wait, and remember. he once said "you are the kind of people that i will never forget about. i know that whatever we have wont end" ..i was sayin bullshit at the time he said that. he said that only one more other friend and me were the ones who made him feel that way. its sad: i think hes trying to forget he ever said that.