so...
my friend cesar is still mad at me.. you know what? i dont really care right now. Ive been happy these days, and ive been trying to talk to him, see what is bothering him, but he always says that he doesnt want to get madder at that moment, so, he just tells me to fuck off. im sick of it, thought it has just been 2 or 3 times... its hard to come and say "hey, i fucked it up, sorry, what can i do? please lets talk", and then be rejected because he "doesnt want to get madder" what the fuck is that!?!?! hes is no one to tell me that, he just cant, we didnt sign a paper.. he knew what i was going to do, its hard i know, and what im saying is even more, but you know? what can i do? ..its life, and he would have done exactly the same in my position. then, if he wouldnt, then this thing is happening to us is not a mistake.
I "fucked it up", but i was in complete right to do it, it is fucked up in his point of view, in my point of view it was just doing something i knew he wouldnt appreciate so much :P but still, ...acting the way he does now, doesnt help much.
I "fucked it up", but i was in complete right to do it, it is fucked up in his point of view, in my point of view it was just doing something i knew he wouldnt appreciate so much :P but still, ...acting the way he does now, doesnt help much.