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Aug 16, 2004 17:03

Got a message from my brother on my cell.
It's OBVIOUS he's not taking his meds again.
Sigh...
I was SURE he was going to maintain his mental health since his last hospital stay.
His message said, "Just wanted to call to say I love you. Tell Trevor I love him. Talk to you later, God Bless, In Jesus' name."
He only talks like that when he is off his meds. When he is ON medication, he's... crude... Normal for someone his age. Cracking jokes, etc, and not ONCE ever saying things like that.
Don't get me wrong, there is NOTHING with the choice of being Christian, but it's only fearful when MY BROTHER talks like that, because i know he's off his meds again.
Shit...
I just DON'T wanna have to do this whole... court thing again... But, he's my bro, and I love him... as much as this irritates me and pisses me off.
My brother is SMART, why is he acting SO DAMNED STUPID!?
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