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Jimmy's losing his mind. Or his edge, if you listen to Dexter. He left last month, Jimmy did. From Chico. He took the car. Whcih actually would seem to indicate that he's getting edgier, if you ask me, but that's not what Dexter said. I don't think I've ever seen him that angry. We had to hitch to SF, and then he bought me a plane ticket to PDX. He also shoved a bunch of hundreds in my lit book, and I didn't notice. In class the next day they spilled across my desk. Then I left. No point in sitting around in a desk when you've got a roll of hundreds, is there? I didn't do anything with them, I mean, they're mostly gone, so I must have, but nothing memorable. it's so sick how money disappears, and as a continuation of that, it's so sick how a piece of PAPER and cloth and ink has all that value.
Anyway, I'm getting a tattoo with what's left of it. I'm a little on edge, Dexter's on some kind of fieldtrip to Marseille, he said he needed fresh air, the fuck. And Jimmy's having a breakdown on the backroads of America, which is actually kind of hot, and I wish he'd invited me along. We're supposed to be Bonnie and Clyde, James Cagney and Jean Harlow (but with better chemistry) and he leaves me while he does the romantic crisis roadtrip thing in solitude? Fuck that, that's passe. Girlfriends being left in the kitchen while the guys run off to be dharma bums is SO fucking 50's. I'm going to kick him when he gets back. *sings 'stronger* sadly*
But yeah. With both of them gone there's no magical presents of cash appearing, so last night I worked on the ad. I did eventually get it worded PERFECTLY, but I was half asleep and I didn't want to get up and write it down. So now it's gone.
oh! I'm catching up on Mistys entries, gosh! I want to do jean so so bad! this gives me an excuse to bleach my hair again, but I'll never really look like her. I might be able to pull off Norma Shearer, but no matter what Mick LaSalle says, her movies were absolute bosh from beginning to end. ew. I might be able to do Louise, from the front, but my eyebrows are absolutely the wrong shape. Alas! and anyway, all I really wanna be is JEAN! jean jean jean. or marlene. Yes. I do heart Marlene, and I have Lola style knickers, and... hmmm. oh this is SO exciting! I wish Jimmy would come back, he takes the best soft focus b&w photos. That's probably a major feature of his roadtrip actually, melancholy photos of barns and roads unrolling. He's a romantic soul. Jimmy! I miss him.
And I'm getting that tattoo today! so whenever he comes back I can scribble his name in and show him, and Dexter too. I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE. haha.
aha. I reread this and thought that actually Jimmy is way more like James Cagneys sidekick in public enemy, and Dexter has loads in common with Tom, so maybe Jimmy and I are like Clark gable and JH. and Dex and I are really more mae clark and jc. This is obsession, it's sick! he probably would shove a grapefruit in my face though. And Jimmy's awesome, not like whatsisname. Totally memorable, yasee? unlike whatsisname. I'm lucky. Anyhow.
When I was in 4th grade I had a penchant for drawing ladies with huge, tilted eyes and tiny mouths. For a long time I put this down to me lacking a sense of proportion or whatever, but I watched wuthering heights last night and ohmygod, all my women looked exactly like Merle Oberon. I remember being totally effin in love with her and thinking she was absolutely the most beautiful woman ever, but I forgot what she looked like! so now I know.
okay, this entry is starting to be kinda dull.
ps. I did that lj sitcom thing, and the results are completely un noteworthy, except for the fact that I'M RALPH FIENNES. HAHAHAHAHAH.
kthxbye<3
Anyway, I'm getting a tattoo with what's left of it. I'm a little on edge, Dexter's on some kind of fieldtrip to Marseille, he said he needed fresh air, the fuck. And Jimmy's having a breakdown on the backroads of America, which is actually kind of hot, and I wish he'd invited me along. We're supposed to be Bonnie and Clyde, James Cagney and Jean Harlow (but with better chemistry) and he leaves me while he does the romantic crisis roadtrip thing in solitude? Fuck that, that's passe. Girlfriends being left in the kitchen while the guys run off to be dharma bums is SO fucking 50's. I'm going to kick him when he gets back. *sings 'stronger* sadly*
But yeah. With both of them gone there's no magical presents of cash appearing, so last night I worked on the ad. I did eventually get it worded PERFECTLY, but I was half asleep and I didn't want to get up and write it down. So now it's gone.
oh! I'm catching up on Mistys entries, gosh! I want to do jean so so bad! this gives me an excuse to bleach my hair again, but I'll never really look like her. I might be able to pull off Norma Shearer, but no matter what Mick LaSalle says, her movies were absolute bosh from beginning to end. ew. I might be able to do Louise, from the front, but my eyebrows are absolutely the wrong shape. Alas! and anyway, all I really wanna be is JEAN! jean jean jean. or marlene. Yes. I do heart Marlene, and I have Lola style knickers, and... hmmm. oh this is SO exciting! I wish Jimmy would come back, he takes the best soft focus b&w photos. That's probably a major feature of his roadtrip actually, melancholy photos of barns and roads unrolling. He's a romantic soul. Jimmy! I miss him.
And I'm getting that tattoo today! so whenever he comes back I can scribble his name in and show him, and Dexter too. I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE. haha.
aha. I reread this and thought that actually Jimmy is way more like James Cagneys sidekick in public enemy, and Dexter has loads in common with Tom, so maybe Jimmy and I are like Clark gable and JH. and Dex and I are really more mae clark and jc. This is obsession, it's sick! he probably would shove a grapefruit in my face though. And Jimmy's awesome, not like whatsisname. Totally memorable, yasee? unlike whatsisname. I'm lucky. Anyhow.
When I was in 4th grade I had a penchant for drawing ladies with huge, tilted eyes and tiny mouths. For a long time I put this down to me lacking a sense of proportion or whatever, but I watched wuthering heights last night and ohmygod, all my women looked exactly like Merle Oberon. I remember being totally effin in love with her and thinking she was absolutely the most beautiful woman ever, but I forgot what she looked like! so now I know.
okay, this entry is starting to be kinda dull.
ps. I did that lj sitcom thing, and the results are completely un noteworthy, except for the fact that I'M RALPH FIENNES. HAHAHAHAHAH.
kthxbye<3