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its weird how everything happened kinda like I imagined it. it's not good, but. I knew it'd happen. It's hard to tell with some people, though. If they'll really be there for you like you are, or at least want to be, for them. If they mean what they say, or if they just say it to everybody.
It feels like a lifetime has passed by. Well, maybe not a lifetime, but quite awhile. But it hasn't been awhile. It was more like a couple months. I remember these memories very fondly. But thats all they are. And hey, I'm glad I at least have those.
I dunno, it just felt like things would end up differently. Or maybe I just really wanted them to.
In some ways, I'm sure you've made me a better person. But also, you've made me feel as if I'm too eager to trust people; too eager to help them out. I don't know if I learn from this, or if I should keep being selfless and hope for the best, although that's rarely the result.
I'll just keep going, and hope things work out. I hope our paths never stray too far away, even if they do not happen to cross again.
It feels like a lifetime has passed by. Well, maybe not a lifetime, but quite awhile. But it hasn't been awhile. It was more like a couple months. I remember these memories very fondly. But thats all they are. And hey, I'm glad I at least have those.
I dunno, it just felt like things would end up differently. Or maybe I just really wanted them to.
In some ways, I'm sure you've made me a better person. But also, you've made me feel as if I'm too eager to trust people; too eager to help them out. I don't know if I learn from this, or if I should keep being selfless and hope for the best, although that's rarely the result.
I'll just keep going, and hope things work out. I hope our paths never stray too far away, even if they do not happen to cross again.