The magic survives
Hey, look who's here? *looks around* Who? Where?? ;)
I can't even begin with all the crap going on- good and bad. I don't know when I'll force my ass to sit down and provide some semblance of a real update. I have a hard enough time keeping up with daily activities anymore.
All I know is that in the few days leading up to yesterday, and yesterday included, I was on one of the down parts of a roller coaster, know what I mean? I may have less time to "fangirl" these days and my squee may not be as strong as it once was but I have to say, at least four times yesterday I consciously comforted myself with, "It's ok, today is SHOW!" There was no dancing or twirling about it as there once was. It was just a quiet comfort. I know most, if not all, of you know what I mean and I don't have to explain it.
Of course, I've said this plenty of times but being here, having LJ, and all of you - maybe not as hardcore as it all used to be - feels the same way.
<3 <3 <3
I can't even begin with all the crap going on- good and bad. I don't know when I'll force my ass to sit down and provide some semblance of a real update. I have a hard enough time keeping up with daily activities anymore.
All I know is that in the few days leading up to yesterday, and yesterday included, I was on one of the down parts of a roller coaster, know what I mean? I may have less time to "fangirl" these days and my squee may not be as strong as it once was but I have to say, at least four times yesterday I consciously comforted myself with, "It's ok, today is SHOW!" There was no dancing or twirling about it as there once was. It was just a quiet comfort. I know most, if not all, of you know what I mean and I don't have to explain it.
Of course, I've said this plenty of times but being here, having LJ, and all of you - maybe not as hardcore as it all used to be - feels the same way.
<3 <3 <3