Jul 22, 2013 13:35
But the good news is: before bed screwdriver with a few ativan, after a horridly anxious therapy appointment and a weekend full of me desperately trying not to shatter anything and everything i could reach. It's been an hour and i'm noticeably wobbly in the mind, but unfortunately awake still.
Maybe tori doesn't really feel indifferent about me, but just has too much going on with her life to pander to my absurd insecurity. I'm the worst at being ignored because i'd ignore me if i could, so if i feel ignored by someone, i just go with it because it seems the more intelligent reaction to knowing me.
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