Loosening grip on the BF.
I want to start an experiment. I realized that one of the main reasons Kas and I work is because of the distance, that we're not smothering each other even if we want to. and now that i'm back, that suffocation chance is higher than ever and I dont want to be caught in it. Think am doing this more for myself than him because he's always been here and he goes on the way he is, while i'm readjusting and i find myself wanting to be with him all the time to fill in the void of my busy daily schedule of NYC. I'm readjusting to home and boredom again, so i gotta find other means to fill my hours other than him bc i dont wanna invade his space. I find myself recently getting upset bc he told me he wants his space, but hes right. I gotta respect that if i want him to respect me the same. So___ i'm going to log in my daily activities and see if there's a pattern to my behavior that may lead to relationship disaster. Thank goodness i already have work to help partially. so here's how i hope its gonna be:
Kirklands- think am working a full time schedule so that would exhaust me enuff to kill my boredom.
Sis- am working on designing her wedding invites, am really excited bout the project. She spoke of maybe having the ceremony next May. If anyone has brilliant ideas on wedding stuff, i'd love to hear.
Parents- they're coming up the wk of july 4th i believe, so i'll get to rebond with them and catch up. Hmmm....am contemplating whether or not i should intro Kas to them. Seen "Meet the Parents"? Mite not be pretty.
Friends- Got a few around here to keep me out of trouble. But sometimes schedules conflict, but we'll see.
Guess this should be interesting: am trying to see whether i prefer writing in a notebk or here. Am doing a self-psychological study. Lets hope i dont have too much issues.
Hope all is well. Have a great summer. Call me!
Kirklands- think am working a full time schedule so that would exhaust me enuff to kill my boredom.
Sis- am working on designing her wedding invites, am really excited bout the project. She spoke of maybe having the ceremony next May. If anyone has brilliant ideas on wedding stuff, i'd love to hear.
Parents- they're coming up the wk of july 4th i believe, so i'll get to rebond with them and catch up. Hmmm....am contemplating whether or not i should intro Kas to them. Seen "Meet the Parents"? Mite not be pretty.
Friends- Got a few around here to keep me out of trouble. But sometimes schedules conflict, but we'll see.
Guess this should be interesting: am trying to see whether i prefer writing in a notebk or here. Am doing a self-psychological study. Lets hope i dont have too much issues.
Hope all is well. Have a great summer. Call me!