My Passion
I don't know how many of you actually know what my passion is. I mean, I don't think you guys know what my heart is about and who my heart breaks for. My heart breaks for the hurting, for the lost. No one can even comprehend how many teen girls out there are hurting and whose hearts are just dying. No one can comprehend how many girls out there just want to give up. We don't know how many girls just want to end their life. So many of them feel as if there is no way out. But THERE IS A WAY OUT!!! THERE IS!!! And that is exactly where my heart breaks. My heart breaks every time I look into the eyes of a teenage girl. Everywhere I go... so many hurting girls. So many lost, lonely, HURTING girls.I can't bear it. I mean, I feel their pain. It isn't just sympathy... With me, it's empathy. I mean, I literally FEEL their pain. It hurts me. I am so blessed to have the heart of God in that situation. I am also so thankful that with God I am strong enough to handle it. It's like... You know that feeling you get when you are all like depressed and you don't know what to do? That is the feeling some girls have in them every waking moment. Even as they sleep, they cry. Some of them know there's a way. Some of them know that if they just keep going a little longer, they will find the way. But they don't know what the way out is. They have no idea. No one has ever told them. Some have heard it but don't care and/or don't believe. Some heard it as a child but just forgot. Others are mad at God and blame HIM for their horrible lives. They get mad and curse God's name. I just wish there was a way to save all of them. A way to save all of them from Eternal fire. GRRR!!!!!!!! I just wish there was some way to reach all of them and tell ALL of them to hear the TRUTH!!! My faith grows stronger everyday and as it grows, my life gets more awesome. Now, as a Christian, life doesn't automatically just become perfect but it does mean that someone is there with you through absolutely everything. God is now the One who controls my life. The blame isn't pinned on him and it isn't on me either. The blame is on Satan, on evil. Satan uses the things that God intends for good and he distorts them to be bad. I hate that stupid punk devil. Well, I am falling asleep at the computer. Thanks so much for letting me share my passion with you. This isn't my full passion so I will share the rest with you tomorrow. Love you guys!!!