Mar 17, 2006 19:43
I have never been so busy in my life. Ever. I forget meetings, dates, names. But all I do is sit and wait. I guess it is an experience I'll look back upon and smile, to remember that all the work I've been doing was just really not meaningful at all. It's like studying something that I will never use at all. Life will change and I will not be stuck in vain.
Been smashing my guitar to bits, these songs have taught me where I am. When I screech, it tears me apart, when I revel, it brings me back. And I feel the songs, it is fleeting but sometimes the impossible really seems possible.