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[soy_sauce_sam]

so much to do
we've hardly been in school for a month
and already i'm freaking out
already i'm using diet coke as my crutch
scrambling, scribbling, franticly trying to squeeze out a little more
only to get up and run six miles on less than three hours of sleep
i'm having trouble breathing,
i get dizzy and lightheaded so much that i nearly pass out in stats
and in chorus and in chem and every single time i stand up too fast
my throat hurts
i have six mouth-ulcers
my lymphnodes are fucking inflamed
i feel strung out and exhausted
and it's still only the beginning
so i'd better keep on smiling
'cause god forbid i stop for a second
fuck. fuck. fuck.