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This time change event has thrown me off. It was dark at 5. And it's cold. This means I pretty much want to sit on my couch, drinking tea and reading. See you in spring, I suppose.
This was a nice weekend. I babysat. I drank tea and coffee. I went to three party/gatherings. Danced, had fun, etc. Was also reminded that I am not in a relationship but EVERYONE else is. Seriously.
I am tired of emotionally stupid people. Sure, I can take a joke. It is okay to make fun of me on occasion, but if I have repeatedly expressed that certain aspects of my life are NOT fair game for jokes please respect that. Sometimes I don't want to be reminded about flaws that I am already insecure about. Your jokes aren't funny. They just make you look like a person with no tact or social skills. And it is not helping me to grow stronger or "get over" whatever issue you are poking fun of. Just give it a little thought and realize it is not funny. And if you still think it is funny after some reflection then just keep it to yourself. It isn't funny to make your friends feel bad. I can make myself feel bad enough, thank you.
In other news I am frustrated being a student. I wish I didn't have to take these classes. I am tired to relying on my parents for money. I am tired of people thinking I do nothing. I am tired of people having such a confined definition of me. I am tired of feeling lame. I am tired of coming up with big ideas and not following through for various reasons. I am tired of having to explain myself and feeling like no one understands anything I am feeling or saying. I am tired of being stuck. I want something to happen but the biggest news I have is that it is dark early.
I am not particularly unhappy. I am just not content right now. I don't know.
This was a nice weekend. I babysat. I drank tea and coffee. I went to three party/gatherings. Danced, had fun, etc. Was also reminded that I am not in a relationship but EVERYONE else is. Seriously.
I am tired of emotionally stupid people. Sure, I can take a joke. It is okay to make fun of me on occasion, but if I have repeatedly expressed that certain aspects of my life are NOT fair game for jokes please respect that. Sometimes I don't want to be reminded about flaws that I am already insecure about. Your jokes aren't funny. They just make you look like a person with no tact or social skills. And it is not helping me to grow stronger or "get over" whatever issue you are poking fun of. Just give it a little thought and realize it is not funny. And if you still think it is funny after some reflection then just keep it to yourself. It isn't funny to make your friends feel bad. I can make myself feel bad enough, thank you.
In other news I am frustrated being a student. I wish I didn't have to take these classes. I am tired to relying on my parents for money. I am tired of people thinking I do nothing. I am tired of people having such a confined definition of me. I am tired of feeling lame. I am tired of coming up with big ideas and not following through for various reasons. I am tired of having to explain myself and feeling like no one understands anything I am feeling or saying. I am tired of being stuck. I want something to happen but the biggest news I have is that it is dark early.
I am not particularly unhappy. I am just not content right now. I don't know.