Jan 17, 2004 09:19
the only plus of crying
is that your exaushted afterword
so you go to sleep faster
and longer
me and tex got into a fight
again
i always feel like shit after words
because im usually the one to initiate it
tex doesnt think anyone knows him
like really knows him
newsflash
no one really knows me
and im just fine and dandy with it
cuz whatever they know about me
would be used against me like it always has
i just
dont know what to say
and how to make things better
i feel like things are crumbling
and i cant to anything to stop it
and i cant make him go away
he's the only thing that has ever made me so happy
and made me feel beautiful
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well...
im downloading pictures me and kris took yesterday
and its taking hella long
so im gonna post them up here later
prolly before 4
cuz thats when i have to go to work
i think im just gonna go back to bed
and cry