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I had a wonderful weekend in San Diego.. I always do :)
I can't really elaborate on all the details because then I'd get my thoughts going and it would be really bad.
Basically.. I was crying when I left today, I have no idea where some of my emotions have come from. My heart is kind of going crazy at the moment for lots of reasons :/
My feelings are hurt for reasons I'm not going to say on here because they don't do any good.
this quote sums it up.. the whole "everybody is changing and thus if they don't care about as much or at all anymore it makes sense" .. except it doesn't make any sense to me.
"The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy or unfulfilled. For it is ONLY in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers." -M. Peck
I have an elephant named Daphne I need to keep close to my heart and safe for as long as possible, I have a Death Cab cd (one I didn't own) given to me as I drove away, and I have unforgettable memories to lock away and keep for myself.
It was a fantastic weekend.
the disappointment doesn't even come close to matching the great love I receive by my San Diego friends everytime I go down :)
there are always going to be those people who disappoint me down there, but I'm used to that. Whatever.
Now I leave with one thought: how the HECK did that happen.. what are the chances?
natural. natural. natural.
I swear
:)
I can't really elaborate on all the details because then I'd get my thoughts going and it would be really bad.
Basically.. I was crying when I left today, I have no idea where some of my emotions have come from. My heart is kind of going crazy at the moment for lots of reasons :/
My feelings are hurt for reasons I'm not going to say on here because they don't do any good.
this quote sums it up.. the whole "everybody is changing and thus if they don't care about as much or at all anymore it makes sense" .. except it doesn't make any sense to me.
"The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy or unfulfilled. For it is ONLY in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers." -M. Peck
I have an elephant named Daphne I need to keep close to my heart and safe for as long as possible, I have a Death Cab cd (one I didn't own) given to me as I drove away, and I have unforgettable memories to lock away and keep for myself.
It was a fantastic weekend.
the disappointment doesn't even come close to matching the great love I receive by my San Diego friends everytime I go down :)
there are always going to be those people who disappoint me down there, but I'm used to that. Whatever.
Now I leave with one thought: how the HECK did that happen.. what are the chances?
natural. natural. natural.
I swear
:)