another shot of whiskey...

[soxlast_summerx]

so last night...
went to this show that josh wanted me to go to.
p.s. josh is a myspace friend.
it was fun i guess
and alex was there
and i think that kid is amazing
yet..i again have no interest from anyone.
which sucks
but oh well
i went to the show just for them
and yet they left without even saying bye.
maybe its not a horrible thing
but it kinda hurt.
and this is probably just me being over sensitive as usual and carng too much about careless acts.
but i cant help it

and im retarded.
i left my window open all night
wide open
when i got hom and wanted to go crawl into my nice warm bed..
it was freezing
needless to say..i was pissed.
and i still am.
i want to sleep

and listen to a static lullaby.

last night all i wanted to do was grab alex's hand.
and i didnt.
its one of those things where you have that in your mind that you will get rejected.
so i didnt.
and now im glad i didnt.

why do people have no regards for other peoples feelings?
its a rhetorical question but still
sure..you cant live life always worryng about someone else...
but do people even think about their actions?

((♥ ♥))