boring...
Well Im at Jess's house right now and its funny to see her talking about school...because I am finally out, I get to go to nightschool this year so I can work all day and make money to save up for when I move. In June Im going out to California to look for an apartment. So i have to have a shitload of money being saved. I get to work at Giovanis right next to my house so thats fucking sweet. I guess Danny and Derek are seriously down to come out there with me so I cant wait to be making music with them in soCal making money and smokin herb. And of course my lovely girlfriend Jessica will be coming with me as long as she doesnt get sick of me by then...this is amazing because this is the first thing I have ever really wanted this badly and Im finding ways to actually make it happen. Never once have I ever thought Id be making money any other way but music and now I have people who believe in me enough to be down to go all out and have some fucking fun along the way. Once it really starts happening and fuck you..it will...its gunna be great, but personally I think the ride a long the way is gunna be fun..with a lot of weed and alcohol abuse to make every story a little more interesting lol. Its been awesome to actually say Im happy and mean it, I went so long without getting to have that feeling...and it sucked to watch everyone else laugh and smile and now when I see people who feel down and out i just smile, and I can be the one to say.."as cheesey as it sounds, things get better and life gets amazing" because the recent years things have gotten so much better and life is really amazing..every second counts..