Running Down A Dream
Alright I always say I love the time before I have a bf when guys like me the most but now that I am there yeah I hate it! It's so hard because it's all about give and take and if you give or take to much it all falls apart! I don't know what to do sometimes I just want to quit! I could be single forever have on the side guys and just like live my own little life alone but then who would I cuddle with? Oh god I need help I am going to go consalt my pillow and blankets while I fall asleep! I think I am going to pray because I feel sorry for all the people on drugs like coke! I want to pray that they don't fuck up their lifes! I care so much about people I should hate! Except S. B. LOL k.k. you know what I am talking about lol! I sent her a text everytime S.B. did something stupid which was often!