Forgiven and Welcomed into Heaven
I was such a good girl today it amazes even me! I went to school without even asking Shannon if she wanted to skip. I went to first hour on time for the first time ever (Ok so actually I was a minute late but Mr. C didn't notice)! I didn't sit on my phone writing text messages today either! I am dame proud. Then after school I had choir practice and that was boring but I managed to mantain a good attiude! I thought all day about telling a certain someone that I didn't really like him and I was going to but my cell phone died and I had to go to my aun't birthday. But I swear I will do the right thing I will tell him and stop leading him on eventually! I just kinda like being all develish and shit! It makes life so much more interesting. Wow and I wasn't even tempted to call "quire bate" today! Wow I don't know how he got that name I think it was Kayla! She is funny I had fun hanging with her yesterday! Oh and I talked to Mallory and she was wasted and I totally saved her from having to talk to mom and dad! See I am a good person maybe I really won't have to go to hell. Shannon and I where discussing the psyhological damage a kid can get from living in a messed up situations! (yeah me and shannon are smart i know) See like Anthony is disrespectfull to women because he lived with his dad for a staraight 7 years and didn't need to understand and be sensitive to women. Bobby even though granted he has his bad side is respectfull to girls (while sober) because he has seen guys hurt Shannon and his Mom. So basically what I am saying is that single only child parenting should be avoided at all cost! Ok well I have said enough smart things to last me a day! Good-night!