Never Let You Go
So I got to meet baby Jacob yesterday! He is so amazing omg! I want a baby lol. I know I know I am too young! Anyways I don't really know if I am grounded today but I hope not because I am in a good mood today which is strange because I didn't get to sleep till 4 and I woke up at like 10:30! I am losing weight I am so happy I am back to 115 lbs. which is sweet I want to get down to 100 lbs. just so I can prove to myself that I still have the abilaty to do that. Yesterday driving home with my sister and Mom, My mom and I made my sister cry. Turns out she really thinks she is fat and it upsets her greatly! I feel really bad for and I know me talking about being fat when I weigh 50 lbs. less then her doesn't really help! Ok well I really want to see Anthony today because I am very interested to hear if he thought at all about what he was suppose to think about! Honestly I really don't think he likes me and I am not sure what I feel! I just want to do something to justify all the shit that we did this summer and prove everyone wrong about him! Wow I just need to meet someone else and try not to be a huge bitch like I was to all guys other then Anthony and Bobby this summer! Alright well I am going to go try and have a good day!