Happy Valentine's Day.
I started my Valentines Day experience with a dream. In the dream I was dating this guy that I've had a crush on for a while, but whom I have completely given up on, since he's made it abundantly clear that he's not interested.
Anyways, in the dream, we were at this huge park with a bunch of mutual friends. And he kept doting on me and generally making me feel warm and wanted and loved.
Have you ever been hugged in a dream, and it felt so real that when you woke up, you could still feel it? Because that's what it was like.
And in this dream, I was treated like a real girlfriend, and it felt so...special, I guess. Warm. You know? It's very rare that I feel loved outside of the company of my immediate family.
So, when I woke from this dream, it really hurt. I feel kind of empty and sad.
But then I realized that it's Valentine's Day again, and it all made perfect sense. My subconscience (and the universe as a whole) is a sadist. ;)
Anyways, in the dream, we were at this huge park with a bunch of mutual friends. And he kept doting on me and generally making me feel warm and wanted and loved.
Have you ever been hugged in a dream, and it felt so real that when you woke up, you could still feel it? Because that's what it was like.
And in this dream, I was treated like a real girlfriend, and it felt so...special, I guess. Warm. You know? It's very rare that I feel loved outside of the company of my immediate family.
So, when I woke from this dream, it really hurt. I feel kind of empty and sad.
But then I realized that it's Valentine's Day again, and it all made perfect sense. My subconscience (and the universe as a whole) is a sadist. ;)