everyone can tell i'm into you
Where to begin. A lot and very little have been going on. I've been working 40hrs a week. Good and Bad. Met a new boy. But i'll get to that in a bit. Had some drama at Barney's and unfortunately will not be going there for a while. SUPERBOWL! GO COLTS! Watched them game at Andy's. Liv got a lil pissed about the whole me and Andy thing. He's got a lil thing for me. Sadly, it's not mutual. He's just...i dunno. He's 17 yrs older than me, which isn't my main problem. I think he's too nice for me, he's a bad kisser, i don'treally like the way he holds me. i don't know. Tommy left a psycho message on my machine. telling me "is this how you great someone who's in love with you? do i need to kill myself to get you to notice me?" i looked at Samantha and said "yes, should i bring the rope?" and she goes "remember down the street and not across" that type of shit set you up for me to make fun of you. i dunno.
and the boy. his name is Justin. he works as security at Barney's which is where we met. he's 24, 6'2" brown hair, blue eyes. to me the boy is gorgeous. i had seen him a while ago and made Sean introduce me to him. then the other night they had a whole new shipment of security, so my last stop? Justin. we stood there and talked for i don't even know how long. then i started getting cold so i looked at him and said, ok i'm leaving now. and he goes "ok, aren't you going to ask me for my number?" i just smiled and eventually gave him mine. he text me wed. and we went to dinner that night. he took me for argentinian. good food. but ya know what was better than the food? the fact that we were able to talk. it was wonderful. i mean we actually had things to talk about. so nice. then that friday he had work until 2a saturday morning and came over after work. we were up until almost 7 then spent all day saturday together until he had work which i drove him to. sunday was the superbowl, but he had left something at my house so i brought that to him and obviously saw him then. he had work last night and called me when he got off, we sat on the phone for an hour. today we went to the beverly center and went shopping. then dinner, a nap, and then i left so he could have brother time. as i was leaving he goes "i'm off tomorrow, what are you doing?" it kind of reminds me of Lenny in some respects. Lenny and I basically lived together for a month. simply because we were ALWAYS together. it's nice to have someone there that i feel like wants to be around me. given i have other guys kind of around. Adam, Brad, Andy, Tommy, Dave keeps popping in and out and Justin. Adam is moving and we've NEVER done anything. Brad and i have kissed and went on a few dates, but i'm just not physically attracted to him. really nice guy tho. do you want him? lol Andy, i wrote about him up there. Tommy, PSYCHO APPARENTLY! Dave i liked a lot but he's super allergic to Ango and can't come over. Justin...Justin is a good kisser, cute, sweet, downside? smokes a shit load of weed and allergic to Ango. however, he knew he was super allergic and still came here and dealt with it. i was a lil angry that he lied to me. but i kinda understand why he did. ::sigh:: i like him. i mean when we were at the mall he would put his arms around me and rub my back and i haven't had a guy out here actually be happy and almost proud to be out with me. it was a nice change.
wow that's a really long paragraph. sorry about that. but i'm done now.
and the boy. his name is Justin. he works as security at Barney's which is where we met. he's 24, 6'2" brown hair, blue eyes. to me the boy is gorgeous. i had seen him a while ago and made Sean introduce me to him. then the other night they had a whole new shipment of security, so my last stop? Justin. we stood there and talked for i don't even know how long. then i started getting cold so i looked at him and said, ok i'm leaving now. and he goes "ok, aren't you going to ask me for my number?" i just smiled and eventually gave him mine. he text me wed. and we went to dinner that night. he took me for argentinian. good food. but ya know what was better than the food? the fact that we were able to talk. it was wonderful. i mean we actually had things to talk about. so nice. then that friday he had work until 2a saturday morning and came over after work. we were up until almost 7 then spent all day saturday together until he had work which i drove him to. sunday was the superbowl, but he had left something at my house so i brought that to him and obviously saw him then. he had work last night and called me when he got off, we sat on the phone for an hour. today we went to the beverly center and went shopping. then dinner, a nap, and then i left so he could have brother time. as i was leaving he goes "i'm off tomorrow, what are you doing?" it kind of reminds me of Lenny in some respects. Lenny and I basically lived together for a month. simply because we were ALWAYS together. it's nice to have someone there that i feel like wants to be around me. given i have other guys kind of around. Adam, Brad, Andy, Tommy, Dave keeps popping in and out and Justin. Adam is moving and we've NEVER done anything. Brad and i have kissed and went on a few dates, but i'm just not physically attracted to him. really nice guy tho. do you want him? lol Andy, i wrote about him up there. Tommy, PSYCHO APPARENTLY! Dave i liked a lot but he's super allergic to Ango and can't come over. Justin...Justin is a good kisser, cute, sweet, downside? smokes a shit load of weed and allergic to Ango. however, he knew he was super allergic and still came here and dealt with it. i was a lil angry that he lied to me. but i kinda understand why he did. ::sigh:: i like him. i mean when we were at the mall he would put his arms around me and rub my back and i haven't had a guy out here actually be happy and almost proud to be out with me. it was a nice change.
wow that's a really long paragraph. sorry about that. but i'm done now.