all the worlds love can't satisfy me
update time. i've been such a slacker lately...sorry...
9th-I don't think i did anything. but i'm not positive.
10th-worked. errands.
11th-work. errands. johnnie and i made plans to hang out on friday.
12th-work. errands. do you see a pattern here? oh and johnnie cancelled on me. because he didn't want to piss of brian, which led to a nice long talk with brian.
13th-yeah...pattern broken. work. home. slept and ate. then Erick text me from work. he asked if i wanted to go down to the strip and meet up with him after work since we both had off on friday. so i went back into hollywood. first stop, drinks at boa. followed by a few shots before heading to the standard. another shot. we got there at last call, but erick knew i had wanted to go so that's where we went. then to Katana for after party. another shot and drink before i cut myself off with a beer. by then we lost alex somewhere and erick and i went and sat and talked outside of boa. little did we know what a huge problem this would be. i'll explain later. we started talking about music and he was like come on we'll go take a drive. so into his '06 benz. i sat there on his leather seats thinking "i am so out of my league right now" but apparently i'm not...anyway, we were sitting in his car listening to music getting ready to leave when alex called. so we decided we would take alex home, another beer. alex went to do something and erick kissed me. bad bad thing...eventually we decided we should leave. we went to his apt so that i wouldn't have to drive home. basically he has my dream home at Park LaBrea. my fave complex in Hollywood.
14th-woke up a lil late. layed around and then went to the dry cleaners before going to my car. i drove to glendale to get my liscense plates put on. then to the bank. that night i went to boa for dinner with perry and livvy. terrible! i don't even want to get into it. it was just bad.
15th-worked in the am w/ Erick. we had meetings all day. hostess first. then they all went into the lounge with the rest of the staff. erick came over and was like "in case you need us we'll be in the lounge" (like i didn't know) with one of his classic smirks. Elizabeth looked at me after he left and said "was that an i want to fuck you look?" and i was like what? and she goes "or maybe that was an i've already fucked you look" i just started laughing. i honestly didn't know what to say, all i knew was i had to play off like he was nothing. that night we went to dinner at sushi roku. lots of saki...lots and lots of saki. then back to his place. again i stayed there since i had off.
16th-Erick was up at 6 for a softball game and i went crawling after him. then he had work. i got lots of complaints that night. lol i went to the pool with olivia, who asked why i had so many bruises on my leg. oops.
17th (today)-work. Erick ended up being the only manager in the afternoon. danger...the looks we shot eachother...when i was getting ready to leave he called me down to the office...god, i can't wait for him to transfer. i came home and crashed. super tired.
so a lil about Erick...he's 21. from NM and AZ. 5'11" ish. brown hair and eyes. i'm not usually a fan of brown eyes, but his just kind of penetrate. anyway. the most important fact about Erick? he's my manager at Boa. which wouldn't be a problem is we weren't physically attracted to each other. now it's a problem. he's such a great guy, and so sweet. i actually care about this one. unlike a few past guys...we won't go there. He's leaving for Hawaii in a week. i'm not excited about that. another thing i'm not excited about. yes, he lives in park labrea, in w/ a roommate who HAPPENS to be his ex. yes he lives in park labrea, with his ex, in a 1 bdrm apt, w/ 1 BED. yes. yes that's right. trust me i couldn't make shit like this up. there's got to be something wrong with him right? well there it is. i mean not many people can talk me down when i'm angry, he can. not many can comfort me, he can. not many can make me feel safe, he can. so what's wrong with him? he's sharing a bed w/ his ex. we had a few talks about that one.
oh and if anyone was wondering whatever happened to lenny. well, i kicked him out of my life. that's right. basically the last time i saw him was about 2 weeks ago and it was the most awkward thing. so i called and said that i didn't think we should hang out any more. and bam, over. it's not like we were hanging out much anyway. he made certain of that. he's worse than me when it comes to a short attention span.
i think that's it. ::sigh:: my life is loads of drama and tons of fun right now.
aaryn-i love you. don't think i'm not thinking about you.