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Allison left today... we had a lot of fun these past few days! She really is a stupid slut :) anywhoo i am really bummed that school starts back up tomorrow! NOT COOL! i have done a lot of thinking this break... maybe me getting deffered from elon was a good thing...it made me open my mind up to a lot of new options....
the other night we went to chili's--allison,alex, sarah, kelly and all the sta forensics people... it was fun... saw someone i havent seen for a very long time. got all teary eyed ... and that whole evening made me think... not only think but it TOTALLLY confused me. because before that night i was content.. everything was fine.. not perfect but fine.. and now this person from my past walked back...and idk.. ive been given another chance... and i do really miss him... oh geez CONFUSINGGGGGGGGGGGggg......
encounter is comming up... jan 10th and 11th... i think it will be good for me.. i need time away to really work on myself.
everything has an odd way of working out... it just doesnt seem so right now. HMPH.
happy new year everyone! 2005 WOOHOOO!! graduation in 5 months! and 18 in about 4!!! veryyyy exciting!!
crestian is around the corner.. and chelsea = NOT READY!! emory is right after.. and still chelsea = NOT READY!!
i think the reason im not wanting to prepare is because im afraid of failure.. i had a great forensics season last year.. and i dont wanna go downhill.. idk im just gonna have fun i guess..
well goodnight! sweet dreams everyone...