these could be the 'good ol' days'
the weekend me and my friends took these pictures, the weekend of the bethlehem fair, was the weekend that i most felt like i belonged. and now i'm less of a person than everyone else, i'm not good enough, my entries dont make enough sense, i'm too quiet, my points aren't made well enough, i'm not smart enough and i pretty much have no one. next year practically all the people i talk to in school will be gone. i'm not allowed to be in public places because i piss people off because they are better than me, and i do not deserve to be in their presence. i'm so sick of everything.
cry cry cry emo emo emo
whatever. sterotypically lj? of course. but it's my lj and i can write whatever the fuck i want.
i bet there's so many spelling errors in this, and that pisses me off. but i'm too lazy to fix everything. maybe later. its not like i have anything else to do tonight because everyones off having a blast. i dont even know whats going on in my friends lives. or my old friends lives. i havent talked to anyone, havent caught up, because i guess theyre too busy for me.
i just hope everyone is happy. i really do. because thats all i ever wanted for everyone. it truthfully is.
emma, i really hope things are going good for you. i know you hate me, but i hope the world's treating you right. you deserve it. you have your ups and downs, but over all you are a good person with good intentions, and you always make the right choices. you really do. and no matter how much shit i ever talked about you, and no matter how much shit you ever talked about me, i hope you're happy. and you can write about this in your lj, about how this annoys you, or about how this makes you feel, or how me being in your presence makes you mad, and you can talk to people about what i said here and how i'm weak and immature, or anything, but i hope you're happy.
jenny, i hope you're having fun doing whatever youre doing. i see youve been going to a lot of shows, and you learned to skank even. good for you. its fun. i remember when we were in band together, and when we hated eachother, and when you used to beat me up in school all the time. i'm glad we got over that, and even if our friendship has fallen apart i hope youre having the time of your life doing whatever it is youre doing. i hope youre happy.
aili, you always make me feel better no matter what. you really do. i love you & i hope youre happy.
crystal, i never get to see you, and it's really sad. but someday email me, and let me know that youre doing good and that youre happy. hetalksinmaths@gmail.com
i dont think anyone else has lj. but if you do, i hope you're happy, and that life couldn't be better for you. and i hope all my lj friends are happy. you guys are amazing ♥