You can fake it for the papers, but I'm on to you.

[soverymisread]

I'm so sick and tired of everyone. Is it bitch season or something? Must we all freak the fuck out at once? One at a time now, one at a time. I can only keep up with so much drama.

I'm just getting really tired of it. I can't go anywhere without someone getting into a fucking argument and killing the mood. Nowhere.

I'm all depressed again. There's so much going on in my mind right now that I can't even mention. It sucks to be insane sometimes. And then repressing these things only makes me think about them ten times more, but yet never come to a conclusion or make any progress. It's just a circle of hopeless thoughts. And I'll never escape it on my own. And I'll never be strong enough to invite others into the mess.

So, I pretty much just feel like crying [or worse]. All the time. The worst form of depression. Begging for any form of relief or release, but lacking all means. I'm sure I will swing back to numbness soon, and then false hope, and then falsely informed real hope.. and then back here. As usual.

I just realized something.

I hate circles.

But I love you guys. Even when you piss me off. ♥