Ouch, damn, I kicked a rock again...
I think I should have been born a read head....
Well hello humans, I know it has been quite some time since I've made a post. Just havent felt up to it I guess but I thought I should now.
I am seriously craving several things right now that I can't have at this moment. One being, to be in front of someone who's behind a camera. I just have a craving to do it. I really wan't to model professionally for an alternative clothing line, or any kind of alternative company in the future. I am very photogenic and know I have a good look for it. But there is one problem that I am trying to work on. I am kinda shy. Im not able to start getting my photo's taken professionally at this time but I know I need to force myself to get over this shyness. I'm going to talk my boyfriend into being my practice photographer for a while. And when Im comfortable having him do it, then I'll ask someone less close to me to photograph me. Might as well start practicing now.
Moving on, My life has been steadily improving. For that I am very gratefull. My back is still in better, not good, but better shape and my shoulders and neck seem to be getting stronger. I have finally gotten someone back into my life that I have missed terribly (I'm referring to you Nichole). And im fixing to stop putting it off and go to Motlow to get all the financial stuff done so I can start school in the fall (I hope.) I have decided that I am not allowed to walk barefooted or sandled on the beach because I tend to kick rocks. I sliced my toe up pretty well today which is not unusual. Haha. Im seriously clumsy. I almost always have atleast 3 or 4 bruises on my legs at all times because I run into things. lol But im good at rebounding so I have not had any serious injuries thanks to my clumsiness.
So yeah, things are looking up. Im less lonely, in less physical pain, etc, etc. I certainly hope I keep going forward.