Surreal sleep deprevation
My life is being almost too amazing. Last night was summer solstice and the full moon. But no, that is not enough. I had an awesome time just hanging out at this party and was one of the last to leave. It was a small relaxed party where you actually talk to people, my favorite. So I was about to walk home and I'm just talking with the host when he mentions that he is unusually comfortable around me, which surprised me because it felt as though he wasn't even that comfortable around me. At any rate some how the conversation led to him awkwardly asking for a massage, so of course I give him one. He is uptight and won't relax and we are just conversing as I try and coax him to relax a bit. As the night wore on he slowly grew more and more comfortable and relaxed and we made an incredible connection. We spent 5 hours, just the two of us, messaging and cuddling and talking. AND THAT'S ALL!!! It was incredible, there was no attempt to kiss, no sexual energy, just complete comfort. That's what he kept repeating too, "I've never felt this comfortable around anyone", "you are an incredibly comfortable person", over and over again he would say the word comfort. Comfort would be the theme of the night, indescribable comfort.