Define: Sovereign ; Elaborate: Hart
So, I need not an introduction, for what? I know me, and for you to know the same I guess you will have to read my entries to gain the knowledge you seek. After all what good book would tell you the key points or ending before the whole of the story?
I say none.
It's summer time, really the only one i can remember without the bitter sting of winter.. How can one feel the heat and the cold at the same time? easily, when the AC ( winter ) in generated inside. If there was a season that seemed to best suit me ( if asked a year or so ago ) I would have said winter. After all it is the time when all sleeps, nothing is born, and the progression of lifes spark ( the sun ) is on dipsoluscious vacation. Or maybe it was me that was on vacation, after all, I quit school, work, and love. What a beautiful vacay. Not to have to worry about grades, test, deadlines, dates, phone tag and someones gushing heart over the course of ; Birthdays, Christmas, Valentines Day, Etc., Etc..
I know it may seem so selfish, but it truely wasnt meant to sound it. You see I've given away so many pieces of myself over the years, given away so many parts that I thought had lost myself or been pieced to nothingness.( How sad to be a pair of eyes and a piece of nose, and maybe some other parts here and there walking around) Betrayal...... Hm that word would make good use in this passage if, I had not been the one to sink the knife into my own heart. I'm sure you want me to elaborate on that, right? Well, in the course of my relations in the past i would find something small ( had to be something i could make big) and blow it out of preportion.. Weakness, Weakness, Weakness is a weakness.. Weakness of the heart, and of the being. When another being can chart the movement of your soul and know the crumbling bricks and secret places of your heart. That is Power for them, Weakness for you.. I have always been this person, I can't help it. What is love without all of it? What is a Kiss without Passion, and a fight without sex after..
( the girl sitting next to me smells like onions and clorine... toxic.. I'm going to move. ahhh I can't)
Back to the subject... It is nothing. They all move hand and hand, ..... Don't they? love+ heart= passion+ bitter
Is'nt that the formula for love. I think not, I think not, and I refuse to believe so ( I cover ears at this point).
To be continued after I find another seat.
I say none.
It's summer time, really the only one i can remember without the bitter sting of winter.. How can one feel the heat and the cold at the same time? easily, when the AC ( winter ) in generated inside. If there was a season that seemed to best suit me ( if asked a year or so ago ) I would have said winter. After all it is the time when all sleeps, nothing is born, and the progression of lifes spark ( the sun ) is on dipsoluscious vacation. Or maybe it was me that was on vacation, after all, I quit school, work, and love. What a beautiful vacay. Not to have to worry about grades, test, deadlines, dates, phone tag and someones gushing heart over the course of ; Birthdays, Christmas, Valentines Day, Etc., Etc..
I know it may seem so selfish, but it truely wasnt meant to sound it. You see I've given away so many pieces of myself over the years, given away so many parts that I thought had lost myself or been pieced to nothingness.( How sad to be a pair of eyes and a piece of nose, and maybe some other parts here and there walking around) Betrayal...... Hm that word would make good use in this passage if, I had not been the one to sink the knife into my own heart. I'm sure you want me to elaborate on that, right? Well, in the course of my relations in the past i would find something small ( had to be something i could make big) and blow it out of preportion.. Weakness, Weakness, Weakness is a weakness.. Weakness of the heart, and of the being. When another being can chart the movement of your soul and know the crumbling bricks and secret places of your heart. That is Power for them, Weakness for you.. I have always been this person, I can't help it. What is love without all of it? What is a Kiss without Passion, and a fight without sex after..
( the girl sitting next to me smells like onions and clorine... toxic.. I'm going to move. ahhh I can't)
Back to the subject... It is nothing. They all move hand and hand, ..... Don't they? love+ heart= passion+ bitter
Is'nt that the formula for love. I think not, I think not, and I refuse to believe so ( I cover ears at this point).
To be continued after I find another seat.