man fuck my dad. he is a god damn nazi! i come home and the first thing i get bitched at for is not having the god damn house clean when i havent been home all day. then i get bitched out at for not having a job even though i jst spent 3 hours riding a god damn bike around in 30 degree weather trying to find one when no one is hiring. fuck this life. i can't stand this. the only good things i hvae going for me now are Autumn and Jessica. they are the only one's who truly understand me. i wish i could just kill my parents and never have to worry about it. just run away to some other place. or better yet leave and come back and bitch slap my dad after i start making more money then he does. dad = fucking faggot! i wish i could just fucking blow my head off but then he would win. he would have his god damn perfect familiy. bc he has already diowned my sister. and me outta the picture he'd have his cooke head step daughter and his fat ass son whom he bathes both of them in god damn $100 bills. while i get yelled at for not having a job my sister has yet to keep a job for more than 2 days. fuck this dissapointing and pointless family. Fucking take this twelve gauge and choke on it dad!!