Apr 25, 2006 22:22
sit down honey
ok... so i really really like this boy.... his name is.... well, i won't say
but i think about him all the time... and, being the scorpio that i am, i sit and dwell on wierd ass shit... it's kinda lame... like i was really depressed like 2 days ago cause of somthing that someone said to me about him... so i was really depressed and i posted a bulletin.. and then he called and asked if i was ok.... i would have told him what was bothering me...but i didn't cause i think i may have thought of that thing that that guy said to me like waaayyy too much.. but yeah. I really like him... he likes me... PROBLEM: he lives like 4 hours away... but he's moving here soon... good. but sitting here and thinking about him constantly is driving me insane..
I want to be a cute couple. seriously... i really like him A LOT... actually i like him more than my last boyfriend... which is sad to say... johnny was an awsome guy, don't get me wrong, but for some reason i have a deeper connection with this new one... ha... NEW one... man listen to me... ok anyways.
i really haven't written on LJ in a long ass time.. work and such has kept me... oh yeah and the fact that we can't get internet connection for more than a few hours... ha.
but yes... i thought i'd just get this out..
he worries me sometimes... but that's his issue.. not mine... i can't wait til he visits me... damn he's sexy... AHHH
ok done now..
night