September 27 2004
dammit
its only been one week and im already having doubts
i wish i could just be thankful instead of always finding peoples flaws!
i feel so selfish
relationships, for me at least, are always either
-to serious or not serious enough
-he likes you more than you like him or you like him more than he likes you
maybe he just wants wants more of my time than im willing to give right now
hes so damn cute though!
hopefully it will get better though
im sure things will work out, and if they dont soon, then... ill try harder to make it work! im trying to be positive.
last weekend was pretty fun though! and this one will be even better, ill make sure of it! my parents will be 20 hours away friday saturday and sunday.
alicia gets back today. a whole week without her is rouugh!
off to soccer
kayla
its only been one week and im already having doubts
i wish i could just be thankful instead of always finding peoples flaws!
i feel so selfish
relationships, for me at least, are always either
-to serious or not serious enough
-he likes you more than you like him or you like him more than he likes you
maybe he just wants wants more of my time than im willing to give right now
hes so damn cute though!
hopefully it will get better though
im sure things will work out, and if they dont soon, then... ill try harder to make it work! im trying to be positive.
last weekend was pretty fun though! and this one will be even better, ill make sure of it! my parents will be 20 hours away friday saturday and sunday.
alicia gets back today. a whole week without her is rouugh!
off to soccer
kayla