Apr 24, 2006 14:06
Apparently my boyfriend and I broke up. I dunno, we will see how that goes. It is kinda weird because I dont want to be broken up, but he thinks it is best. It just kinda sucks. But I think it sucks more that I am talking about it like I am in HS still.
I was thinking about coming up for the weekend in about 2 weeks, and I have been debating but I have officially decided against it. I dont believe there is a reason other than to see mary's kids, and I just saw them. Everyone else I was debating about seeing I have decided either doesnt wanna see me or I dont want/need to see them. No offense to anyone who believes that we are still friends. (God only knows when the last time I talked to a michigan person was.You would think they believed I dropped off the f-ing earth.) Sorry, I have a little pent up anger about the whole thing, but I can not blame everything on everyone. It is kinda my fault too....I did move 1000 miles away. Things will just never be the same.... ACCEPT IT CHELSEA!
I gotta go pick up jake, I will update again later. Thanks in advance for not leaving mean, nasty posts.