I've always paid attention to your point of view & now I wanna focus on the rest of you
I really must stop comitting to things I've given up in the past. I hated them for a reason!
At first, cello was fun and I couldn't imagine ever hating it. Now, practicing feels like a burden and I dread my lesson. I soooo want to quit, but my parentals dropped over 1 thousand on the whole shebang - books, cello, the lessons...I can't just drop it, can I? And besides, in high school I won't have that much time to even practice. But I feel so bad about wasting their moolahs. I guess now is better than not telling them at all, but this really tears me up inside! :( Plus, my lessons are at 7:30, and not only am I missing one of my favorite shows, but I am so tired and unfocused by then that I have a hard time concentrating.
Anyway, today was interesting. Wade and I got along really well - we'd been having this ridiculous little fight and I was so tired of it. It's safe to say it's gone now, though. We were reading my book "The Dating Game" and there's all these little perverted quizzes that we were all taking. Of course, I'm a dating, kissing & sexual virgin, so there wasn't much to tell for me, LOL. But it was so much fun - just like old times :) And that made the feeling that the whole world is against me really go away.
Days 'til I miss 4 days of school to go visit Jessie in NC: 1!!!
At first, cello was fun and I couldn't imagine ever hating it. Now, practicing feels like a burden and I dread my lesson. I soooo want to quit, but my parentals dropped over 1 thousand on the whole shebang - books, cello, the lessons...I can't just drop it, can I? And besides, in high school I won't have that much time to even practice. But I feel so bad about wasting their moolahs. I guess now is better than not telling them at all, but this really tears me up inside! :( Plus, my lessons are at 7:30, and not only am I missing one of my favorite shows, but I am so tired and unfocused by then that I have a hard time concentrating.
Anyway, today was interesting. Wade and I got along really well - we'd been having this ridiculous little fight and I was so tired of it. It's safe to say it's gone now, though. We were reading my book "The Dating Game" and there's all these little perverted quizzes that we were all taking. Of course, I'm a dating, kissing & sexual virgin, so there wasn't much to tell for me, LOL. But it was so much fun - just like old times :) And that made the feeling that the whole world is against me really go away.
Days 'til I miss 4 days of school to go visit Jessie in NC: 1!!!