I just want to die and be happy in heaven.
Why me?Why am I such an idiot, a moron, a stupid worthless peice of shit? My dad is at the bar right now because he doesnt wanna come home and see me My chances of ever seeing the fiero are dead. Im going to devote the rest of the school year to my school work. Im having bad thoughts I wanted to lock my self in a garage with the car running but I dont have a garage big enough for my car or a car small enough for my garage. I feel so ahhhh i just want to die but im not even smart enough to figure out a way to die, Im not determined enough to take my own life thats a good thing. Well, i think dad is home better go to bed before i really wish i were dead.