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for the first time it feels good to have a change in my life. i haven't written anything, not a journal entry, school paper (maybe b/c i'm not in school, but w/e), a note, nothing in so long. mariela was over at my house earlier this week and i helped her write a paper for school. it was absolutely awesome. like freshman year awesome. and being in new york over the holiday, gettin to see my sister and just hang out with her one on one, helped me so much i can't even begin to explain. just realizations have come to me. some things i have needed to wrong out in my head for a long time, and WHAM outta no where clarity amist the fog. like a ship sailing the dark seas at night going in any direction b/c every path looks the same, then the lighthouse light breaks through the darkness directing the ship to its rightful place.. yea, i'm the ship and new york was my light house. i still have no clue what it is i'm a doin in this life, but i've grown content with that, and i've gotten clarity on alot of bull shit that i surround myself with.. basically a big fat yay for me!
certain things can be accomplished even with the negativity that surrounds me. positive things are a comin, this much i know
certain things can be accomplished even with the negativity that surrounds me. positive things are a comin, this much i know