Feb 22, 2006 12:33
I. Hate. Being. Sick.
My opinion of, "Oh, I don't mind being sick. It's just an convenience" has drastically changed.
I now loathe being sick.
I have no idea what I have. And, the Clinic on campus won't see me. The receptionist lady (or whatever she is) told me not to come because I would get "sicker" as she said "because of all the germs" in the place or something to that effect.
I'm dying, and they don't want my money! What has happened to the greedy doctors of America who will see anysickbody to earn a dollar? Ahh. Where have you gone?! And yes, I have insurance.
I was so tired last night that I stayed up praying/crying because I was lonely and very hot, due to my fever.
I tried reading some more of Persuasion by Jane Austen, which is very good. (Angela, you should read this book! It's so much easier to read than her other works, and it's relatively short.) But I don't remember much of what I read; I couldn't distinguish it from the fog in front of my eyes.
My boss told me I had to come in today; I really had no other option. So, I'm taking it easy today. I got all of my work done, and I'm gonna play on the net til I have to go to my night class.
And, I bought my self chocolate chip cookies and a Mello Jello. Yes, they are outside of my diet foods, but I think I deserve them.
I am dying, for goodness sakes.
I'm going to take tonight off to spend some time with my baby and with God. I need a break.
Hopefully, you found some of my complaining half-amusing. See, you really don't want those last 5 minutes of your life back, do you?
..........Nikkie
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