it's been a while
So it's been forever.
I never really wrote because I didn't think anybody really read it. Boy was I wrong.
Things are absolutely amazing!
Travis and I are together. This is it this time. It's final. No more stupid games. We're together. I'm so in love with that boy it's insane. I never knew I could love someone this much, I never knew someone could love me this much. It's amazing!
I'm back in school again after takin last semester off. Starting on my journey for the nursing program at Wake Tech.
I'm still working at The Limited as a Sales Lead. It's a kickass job and I love it to death!
I've made a lot of friends and lost some too throughout that last year...and I'm completely ok with it.
I'm definitely coming out of my shell a lot more where I'm more acting an enjoying life instead of sitting off to the side an trying to enjoy it.
I started smoking a little. I mean it's not a whole awful lot but it's definitely too much.
I really need to begin saving my money to do that whole moving out thing...orsomething.
I'm 'bout tired of living in the house. It has it's benefits at occasionally...most of the time not though.
Don't get me wrong...I love my family to death but I'm tired of all the restrictions. I'm 20 years old...if I want to take off a weekend of work and go to the beach, that's my decision.
I've been applying for credit cards like mad...so far I've been denied them all. I still have two pending *crosses fingers*
My thoughts are really scattered...wow sorry!
Have you ever just been so in love?
Like nothing has ever been as clear to me as this has. The other day it like really really hit me that this is the boy I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with. I mean I knew that from the moment I fell in love with him but I was thinking about it the other day and got this like rush of adrenaline an excitement thinking "this is the boy I'm gonna marry" ~ it was so exciting an wonderful!
I trust him with all my heart...I really do. And he's absolutely perfect. He's sweet an caring an hot an sexy an handsome an southern an a gentleman....everything I've ever wanted an looked for.
For my birthday he took me out to Harris Lake at like 12am-ish. We laid on the dock under the cover watching the stars an just talking. Then he got up put "She's Everything" by Brad Paisley on the CD player an asked me to dance. Having been together a year we've never danced together. It was amazing. Then we sat on the tailgate an talked for another little while. Didn't get back to my house till like 3:30am. It was absolutely amazing! Gosh I love him to death!!
