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ive been getting griped at for not updating. so here it is lol. things are ok i presume. the boyfriend and i got into our first really big fight yesterday. it was over bs so im not going into detail, let`s just say, i won. as usual of course. so let us see here. school is fine, home is fine, boyfriend is fine. life is just, fine lol. its been getting more interesting. ive made some really interesting friends lately. besides the boys at Bucks who are simply awesome to work with, ive recently gotten to be friends with brittany starks, i know its weird. mrs. scott pulled me aside the other day, asking about me living in denham, asked if i knew where a street was and said she'd pay me to go pick up brittany in the mornings so she would come to school and not drop out or something. i agreed. well we all know what a POS my car is, after i totaled it, it is no longer one color. all white except hood && right front fender. radio doesnt work. i ride in silence. seats are torn up, that was already effed up tho, so we have no choice but to conversate. ive heard a lot lol. talk about gossip. contrary to popular belief, shes a real sweetheart. i got some pretty good advice from her. other than that ive gotten to know some of the dancers, cuz theyre friends with brittany and thanked me for picking her up. so yeh its been cool. couple days ago i was really confused about some things. im not anymore. you dont want me now you dont deserve me later correct? correct. im finally moving on with my life no matter how much it hurts when i think about the past, and i prolly shouldnt think about the past, but sometimes i cant help it. idk. i just feel really good about life right now. hopefully everything keeps going this way.
xoxoxo