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Well, im home. i guess i should be more excited about it, but im really not. on the other hand, i did get the job up at brainerd, so your lookin' at their newest counsler. i cant wait! only 82 days til im gone again. this time, for 2 months. almost. scotland was amazing. i want to go back there sooo badly. im thinking of taking junior year off, and moving over there, getting a job, all that jazz. maybe for a year, maybe more. who knows at this point. all im defenate about is that i loved that place more then anywhere else... with the exception of camp. it was kinda funny, because i was talking to tommy while i was over there (online) and he asked me how "spain or whatever" was.. glad to see my friends pay attention. or for that matter care. ugh whatever. i just wish that everyone was back home, but not so much like over spring break. altho it was fun hanging out with everyone, it seemed like "the crew" is now not the crew. its like, the boys vs the girls, and im slightly stuck in the middle. noone wants to hang out with the other group, and it sucks. we all used to have so much fun together. yeah there were problems, but they were small, and easily fixed. i used to go out to lunch with mark matt and chuck, but it seems like if we did that now, it would just be weird. kel and i still hung out pretty much over break, and on the days that we didnt hang out, we talked on the phone, so that was cool, but we just cant all hang out like we use to, go chill down in cassaundras basement, party together, go to the movies, any of that. i dunno. maybe im just thinking to far into this, but i hate how we've all grown apart. arg.. we're not even all going to the beach this summer. the boys are going down, and the girls are going, but we're arranging it so its not the same week, and if it has to be, then make sure we're not around the others at all. that royally blows. this is why i miss scotland. a chance to start over, meet new people (not that i would forget my other friends at all) **air force boy**coughcough ginhouse** haha, yeah. making out in a random bar with some random 23 yr old guy... forgetting to get a name. whatev. these are the times in our lives when we can be crazy, but we need our friends.
::phew:: didnt mean to get that into this.
evertime i hear lostprophets, i will forever think of the rasin (a bar) and n.e.r.d at the gin house.. along with other things that happened there! uhh i totally mean when colin bought that pitcher of long island ice tea instead of a glass. lol.. blue lagoon!!!!! ::sigh:: def. missing jon. i didnt think that he and i would get as close as we did, but its a plus. thanks for looking out for me. missing emmilee and our crazy talks to all hours, anne our fellow american, ellie just being her crazy self (thanks for introdusing me to sangrillio!! {its a juice!}) jamie, for always having an opinion, and telling me about Oxford. and just plain hot! (hot english boys+preppy=jamie.. haha)
st. patricks day 2004.. greatest st. pattys day ever!!!
::phew:: didnt mean to get that into this.
evertime i hear lostprophets, i will forever think of the rasin (a bar) and n.e.r.d at the gin house.. along with other things that happened there! uhh i totally mean when colin bought that pitcher of long island ice tea instead of a glass. lol.. blue lagoon!!!!! ::sigh:: def. missing jon. i didnt think that he and i would get as close as we did, but its a plus. thanks for looking out for me. missing emmilee and our crazy talks to all hours, anne our fellow american, ellie just being her crazy self (thanks for introdusing me to sangrillio!! {its a juice!}) jamie, for always having an opinion, and telling me about Oxford. and just plain hot! (hot english boys+preppy=jamie.. haha)
st. patricks day 2004.. greatest st. pattys day ever!!!