i need more shoes...
ahhhh i want to get the hell out of here. i freaking hate bethlehem! (granted its not quite as bad as, oh lets say.. stroudsburg?)haha.. so.. everythings, going. 13 days and i cant wait. i have the feeling im going to run out of money tho, and thats not good. hm.. i never heard back from the credit card company. is that good or bad?!?! i cant wait until camp. my interview went really really well, so im hoping that janet thought so too, and if it all works out, ill be at brainerd for 2 monthS! yeeeee!!!!! im thinking of going down to KOP tomorrow night, or plymouth meeting. i need comfy shoes for the trip, and theres this pair of pumas that i reeeeeeeeeally want there. to bad they cost a freaking arm and a leg. or $100. blah. fuck you cool shoes.. i need warm weather. its funny how when its 45 degrees, it feels like a heatwave, but in the grand scheme of things, its only 13 degrees above freezing. i miss summer like whoa. i miss a lot of things lately.
sometimes i wish that you didnt come home last weekend. then i wouldnt of had to of seen you. i wish that i didnt fall asleep with you on the couch that night. i wish i never felt more then friendship with you. ::sigh::
been in a weird mood lately. seems like im on pins and needles about everything and really jumpy. i hate school. i cant wait for things to settle down at work. stupid joe the painter cant get done soon enough so i can get my desk back in order, get my email acct there, and all that jazz.. possibly babysitting for brad and michele sometime soon. $8 an hr. i guess thats good to watch a baby sleep. heheh. it turns out brad (not only vp of artskills, marketing major, and hot as hell) teaches tennis lessons out of his house. yes, they have tennis courts and a pool at their house. damn those rich people. its hard to hate people who are so damn nice tho.
so, this lady from NCC is coming to artskills next friday. im really actually kinda nervouse for her to come. im sure she knows about the dropped class's and all, but they dont at work. it was just to much for right now. i do plan on taking them, but right now everythings just to crazy, and i couldnt take it. i felt like i was about to have/was having a nervous breakdown, and that scared the begeezes out of me. blahh.. why must she come.
ok. im off. prob. to do nothing. yep thats my life. hah....
sometimes i wish that you didnt come home last weekend. then i wouldnt of had to of seen you. i wish that i didnt fall asleep with you on the couch that night. i wish i never felt more then friendship with you. ::sigh::
been in a weird mood lately. seems like im on pins and needles about everything and really jumpy. i hate school. i cant wait for things to settle down at work. stupid joe the painter cant get done soon enough so i can get my desk back in order, get my email acct there, and all that jazz.. possibly babysitting for brad and michele sometime soon. $8 an hr. i guess thats good to watch a baby sleep. heheh. it turns out brad (not only vp of artskills, marketing major, and hot as hell) teaches tennis lessons out of his house. yes, they have tennis courts and a pool at their house. damn those rich people. its hard to hate people who are so damn nice tho.
so, this lady from NCC is coming to artskills next friday. im really actually kinda nervouse for her to come. im sure she knows about the dropped class's and all, but they dont at work. it was just to much for right now. i do plan on taking them, but right now everythings just to crazy, and i couldnt take it. i felt like i was about to have/was having a nervous breakdown, and that scared the begeezes out of me. blahh.. why must she come.
ok. im off. prob. to do nothing. yep thats my life. hah....