Delta Lambda is my home...
Chrissy babe, I stole this from you but it pretty much sums up my week/day!
"for a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. but there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. at last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. this perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. happiness is the way. so treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. happiness is a journy, not a destination." -souza
Definitely been one hell of a week that I totally want to forget!! I have been stressing out all week to where I made myself sick and thats not cool. So today I took action and stoped my stresses! I love Phi Mu with all my heart and I get a call from dad today saying that we are financially unstable and I have to deactivate from Phi Mu! What? Also, I have to transfer again, to the University of Louisville and live at home so that it saves money. But I guess my family and school work come first. So next semester I will be at UofL without Phi Mu, damnit! I love Phi Mu with all my heart and Phi Mu is me and is my life but I dont feel it here. I dont fit in and its just not me here. Wish I was back at Eville and this was not happening to me. It has made me realize that you do not know how much you can miss something until its gone and how much you can miss HOME and boy do I miss Evansville like crazy. I am not really attached to IU right now but what are people going to think of me, three schools in two years? That is just absurd. Plus no Phi Mu, thats hard for me to believe. And this quite frankly sucks. I just want to go and cry somemore and forget that this is all happening but I guess that in life you do have obstacles that you have to overcome and debts that you have to pay. I owe that much to my dad. He is my savior and if he wants his little girl at home then so be it. I would do anything for my dad and this is just something that is hard but has to be done and I understand that. If only I was rich, LOL!! Loisville is an amazing school especailly for Business so I think that it will be good. Hope I dont offend anyone by this post but quite frankly I am sad and confused and just want my daddy...
I feel like a quitter and I hate that nd hope that is not how I am labeled. I just need a hug...wanna give me one?
I am a Phi Mu for life, until I die, no matter what. I have amazing sisters and know they will be there forever. Just wish that I was with them now getting the support and hugs that I need :) Love you all and I am here forever!!!
"for a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. but there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. at last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. this perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. happiness is the way. so treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. happiness is a journy, not a destination." -souza
Definitely been one hell of a week that I totally want to forget!! I have been stressing out all week to where I made myself sick and thats not cool. So today I took action and stoped my stresses! I love Phi Mu with all my heart and I get a call from dad today saying that we are financially unstable and I have to deactivate from Phi Mu! What? Also, I have to transfer again, to the University of Louisville and live at home so that it saves money. But I guess my family and school work come first. So next semester I will be at UofL without Phi Mu, damnit! I love Phi Mu with all my heart and Phi Mu is me and is my life but I dont feel it here. I dont fit in and its just not me here. Wish I was back at Eville and this was not happening to me. It has made me realize that you do not know how much you can miss something until its gone and how much you can miss HOME and boy do I miss Evansville like crazy. I am not really attached to IU right now but what are people going to think of me, three schools in two years? That is just absurd. Plus no Phi Mu, thats hard for me to believe. And this quite frankly sucks. I just want to go and cry somemore and forget that this is all happening but I guess that in life you do have obstacles that you have to overcome and debts that you have to pay. I owe that much to my dad. He is my savior and if he wants his little girl at home then so be it. I would do anything for my dad and this is just something that is hard but has to be done and I understand that. If only I was rich, LOL!! Loisville is an amazing school especailly for Business so I think that it will be good. Hope I dont offend anyone by this post but quite frankly I am sad and confused and just want my daddy...
I feel like a quitter and I hate that nd hope that is not how I am labeled. I just need a hug...wanna give me one?
I am a Phi Mu for life, until I die, no matter what. I have amazing sisters and know they will be there forever. Just wish that I was with them now getting the support and hugs that I need :) Love you all and I am here forever!!!