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so last night had to be the greatest. me & stanley def. worked everything out last night and he's just too sweet for me to stay mad at. i think when he gets over his ex, then me and him will be able to move on. i totally understand how he feels though because he was engaged to her so yah & when i was serious about one of my past relationships that i thought yould never end,.. ended. & i didnt wanna move on fast. but yeah he makes my day brighter when he calls or IM's me. I mean I'm not too thrilled about sneakin around about him but I'm willing to..., i mean i know my best* & i say best* friends wont have a problem with it & if they do it seems like they dont want me happy. so it'll be whatever.he makes me feel like im everything & like im on top of the world. id do anything for him. but heres another guy i'm dealing with - - -> Ryan. hes totally hott & we've went out before but it seems like he doesnt want to again even though he says im beautiful & everything. maybe im not good enough?! im not sure. its so crazy how guys feelings are nothing like girls. i hate it. i'm gonna go.
heres a little something i found: -->
I want a boy who can wrestle with me & let me win. who i can talk to about anything. who laughs at my jokes. a boy who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets. who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow who buys me 25 cent rings and sticky hands. who says i love you & means it. a boy who will kiss me in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow. who calls unexpectantly at random times. who will have many inside jokes with me & remember each one. a boy who n o t i c e s girls haircuts, who realizes that girls say things but dont mean them, who shows up at my house un expected, slipping in the door, who I can go swimming with on hot days and who can tell me his problems & let me help. who will listen to me talkabout the new nail polish I got. who will bring me seashells from the beach and who will let me beat him up when I get angry. i want a boy who writes love letters to me but doesnt send them and draws pictures & slips them gently in my locker slot. who saves his genuine, big smiles for me. a boy with deep eyes that can see through faces intO DEPTHS who wears baseball hats & lets me wear his too, who gives me his t-shirt to change into & not expect to get it back. who knows my favorite color, song, car, food, perfume, & the color of my toothbrush.a boy who will shake my daddys hand & look my mother in the eye. who will call me by my full name, first, middle, & last.a boy, who will kiss me and tell me Im pretty, who will let me cry to himwho will squeeze my hips just right from behind, who surprises me, who compliments my manicureand plays with my hair who knows when I have a math testor when I fail one. a boy who smells like he just stepped out of the shower, who wears cologne that I can subtly smell when leaning on his shoulder, who will play football with my big brother while I just stand there & giggle..who will make me join in & play football & tackle me instead of just standing there & giggling and who tells me I have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be mine to hold.
Is there really a guy like that??