Aug 20, 2005 02:25
Well days go by and things get older and lamer and people move on to bigger and better things. Well for the last 17 years Ive worked pretty hard to feel like Ive felt this summer. Ultimate acceptance and love. It seems, however, that it will be short lived because well in sum hours I will be embarking on a new chapter of life. Honestly I never wanna leave this place of retired white people and bored no good children but like I said things change. I wonder if I never skipped first grade and I had another year at THS how would I enjoy it, would I have the same friends? Doubt it. No matter how much I wanna stay in my comfort zone I know that everything Ive done in life comes down to this.
Ive fell in love in my short seven years and though it didnt really work like i wanted it to I cant complain it taught me alot about myself. Ive got a wonderful girlfriend and for sum reason she loves me, Richelle thank u for seein sumthin not many others have seen. Ive made sum unforgettable friends and I couldnt live without them. Sam Ram I dont wanna think about not hangin out wit u and Pete. Lida ur gonna be sumthin hard to forget about dont forget that I discovered u and that i better get the first copy of ur cd. Ashwee for sum reason I took a liking to u and thought u were just the sweetest girl. U made health worth goin to. Rosa u have taught me alot about the world and myself. Gracey uve taught me about unconditional love no matter how u fuck up I still got ur back and Im not even sure why that is. T-Unit uve been incredible and we definately own T ville and if anybody wants to dispute that let em we'll stomp em! Chloe and Breanna u made this summer unforgettable and for so many reason no matter how we stand now Ill look back on the best summer of my life.
Tonight I spent alot of time layin on my Caddy and lookin at the stars just thinkin man I wont be able to do this for a while and seein my lil white dog run around poopin wont be sumthing i experience for much longer. Ill miss u happy for a dog u were a great listener when I was heartbroken u were always there to say "fuck that bitch." well this entry is easy the longest Ive ever had and hopefully tomorrow will go smoothly. Everyone I didnt mention just kno that I love u too. Peace