your love is.... better then anything else then i've tried
so yeah.
what like a little over a week left? i can't believe it. i don't know what it's going to be like. but for some reason i'm really excited about going back. maybe because i have this hope that this year is going to be really really different. and good.
hung out with the extended family today. i like being home. even though my mom drives me ABSOLUTELY CRAZY. it's still home. and it's still a comfort and relief.
i get to see my baby in about a week. i can't wait. it's over a year and a half that we've been together. she has surprises for me, and i'm excited. last night, talking to her, i got a glimpse of something creative, and artistic. i got really giddy over it.
i miss that aspect in my life. and seeing it in my baby was so exciting. somethign i hope she reveals more of, and lets it grow. we would have SO much fun together with that.
talked to bre, which hasn't happened in a long time. it's really nice. funny how you can drift, even from your closest of friends, or the people you had the closest connection with. talking to mare just made me miss her more.
i have to start getting my shite together for wells. oo and i have to go to the dr's tomorrow. the LAST thing i want to do. i hate this dr.
but i'm wearing pants i fixed and designed so "there's that".
what like a little over a week left? i can't believe it. i don't know what it's going to be like. but for some reason i'm really excited about going back. maybe because i have this hope that this year is going to be really really different. and good.
hung out with the extended family today. i like being home. even though my mom drives me ABSOLUTELY CRAZY. it's still home. and it's still a comfort and relief.
i get to see my baby in about a week. i can't wait. it's over a year and a half that we've been together. she has surprises for me, and i'm excited. last night, talking to her, i got a glimpse of something creative, and artistic. i got really giddy over it.
i miss that aspect in my life. and seeing it in my baby was so exciting. somethign i hope she reveals more of, and lets it grow. we would have SO much fun together with that.
talked to bre, which hasn't happened in a long time. it's really nice. funny how you can drift, even from your closest of friends, or the people you had the closest connection with. talking to mare just made me miss her more.
i have to start getting my shite together for wells. oo and i have to go to the dr's tomorrow. the LAST thing i want to do. i hate this dr.
but i'm wearing pants i fixed and designed so "there's that".