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things are alright i suppose! my mom is driving me crazy, its a continueous struggle sometimes, to stay in this house! im ready to get out of here! you have no clue at all! i need another job, not that i dont like winn dixie, its just so bleh sometimes, its almost not fun anymore! chris passed away from a car accident, not many of you know him, but yea, i loved him so much, and now hes gone, i just miss knowing that hes around! im ready to fall in love and be happy! but i dont draw the guys i want..and i really dont have a particular guy figure that id like, but i dunno... i just seem to get old horny men... bleh nasty! i want to kiss someone and like feel something.... ive been real emotional lately! i dunno what it is! i havent talked to andrew... and i havent seen him since hes been in town, and that drives me crazy.. im so sad about that! i miss him! i work a lot, so its not like i have time to see him, but damnit, id make the time!!! bleh k im done!
~Beth
i want to be happy....
~Beth
i want to be happy....